Friday, July 31


Wednesday, July 29

Goodbye, sunrise.

It will never be easy for me, I didn't want this to happen but it did. I can't tell you how much I appreciate the littlest things you've done for me. Thank you for always saving me.

I guess both of us tried to work things out but this time, neither of us have the strength to endure the pain and go through it anymore. Whatever that's meant to be will find its' way. I will hold on to that. Thank you for going through think and thin with me, thank you for staying for as long as your heart could. Thank you for everything you've done. Ily. Always have and always will.

So long, my love.

I will be there for you, no matter what.

Tuesday, July 28

of broken hearts.

Lights out,
I found out,
My falling star,
Goodbye to
There's no more you and I.

- Hey Monday - How You Love Me Now

Friday, July 24

happy hour.

Will be off to Tioman for the weekend ;)

Hope I will get back without looking like Usain Bolt, of however you spell his name.


man boobs

I went to this one hair saloon today to get my hair done and my hairdresser has two very distracting boobs because.. She's a freaking guy.

I am so not a pervert but when she was cutting my hair, her or his shirt was unbuttoned down to his/her chest which I found very disturbing. Mum had to close her eyes because she thought it was too obscene but okay.. This just shows how disturbed my mind is right now.

ANYWAYS, Mysara and I just had this brilliant idea! We'll be writing new songs and it's a perfect timing since I'll be in Tioman for the weekend and she'll be in another different country for the whole bloody month.. I'm super excited for it!

I will post new pictures when I feel less disturbed by the guy/girl's boobs. TA!

Thursday, July 23

momentary thing.

I am half glad that I'll be in Tioman for the weekend.
With all the changes and things that have been happening around me, I need to take a break. A real one.
Screw changes.
I've been very passive lately and I didn't know that it'd affect me this bad. The changes are horrendous. I am disappointed but who am I to judge? It's not my field or anything and I don't want to jinx it because it's a bloody curse when you say you hate that certain something but will end up doing it much later on. The world will be rolling back to you. It's karma.
But I'm glad that today's proven to me that not everything has to change.

Via: icanread

Screw it.

as told by ginger

She chose to walk alone
Though others wondered why
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.

She didn't have companions
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were
Puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame,
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said
The story played out well.

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...

And then she was gone.

Wednesday, July 22


I found out that UiTM Penang is closed for a week due to swine flu. How cool is that?

Matriks won't tolerate with shit like that.

Proof: Two girls from my matrix got H1N1 and classes still continued like normal and no one told us about it. We found out from the girl's room mates.


Sleepless mondays.

The ones that I hung out during primary school and secondary school.
The ones that played hide and seek during primary two.
The ones that won't change.
Thank you, loves.

1998 - 2009

I just found out that KMNS got second for KAKOM ;)

Monday, July 20

Oh triple oh!

Day three, assignments remain untouched.

My sister painted my nails with neon colours. Barf?

That's how we look like after not seeing each other for almost a month

Nothing blog worthy, so I am off. Tata!

Congratulations to Sabrina. :) We'll celebrate when we get back!

Saturday, July 18


I know I should be happy for you right now, but I couldn't find a way to do so.
You finally got one thing that you've been wanting.
I should be happy for you.
But I'm sorry that I can't.
I'll be gone now.
Our timing couldn't be any good.

Friday, July 17

This made me smile.

Sid: It's a boy!
Diego: That's its tail.
Sid: It's a girl!

It's cool that we didn't say goodbye.
It's fine that you didn't even bother to see me.
It doesn't bother me at all that I was one of the last person to know.
It's just awesome. Fucking awesome.

I ain't freaking, I ain'tt faking this.

I am on semester break for two weeks ;)
I did not slay mid terms test but all's good.
Really happy with the outcome of my room and..
my plurk won't be dead since I will be online whenever I am free!
My assignments are shitload heavy but I will try not to procrastinate.
Gotta say that I did not make the wrong decision. :)

Good luck to Sabrinaeyerrr =D