of disappointments and regrets.

I shouldn't have told the truth because it has hurt you in more ways that I imagined.
I am sorry for being your biggest and only disappointment.
I am sorry that I am not strong enough to go through things that I myself thought was strong enough to go through it.
I am sorry that I lied to you when things were never fine.
I guess I thought I made the right decision when it's far from it.